adosgjdk;lbvadsiopbvdSVBIPOAdfdsaklnfadsgbipoadsgaipo!!!!!! You are sooo sweet! Through me for a loop this afternoon but still sweet. I do not know what you want from telling me that but I honestly have to say that right now I am not going to do anything about it. I am confused and hurt enough with what Nate did, and never knowing if Matt and I are really getting back together. So I am sorry but right now there will not be any closer...or opening??? from what you told me. And it has nothing to do with you, it has to do with me needed healing time and a break.
I’m just glad that at least you know. Part of the reason I haven’t said anything is because I know what you’re going through, and I don’t want to be that guy that swoops in and makes an even bigger mess.
But, just know that I’ve felt something for a while now. I know things with Laet kind of mucked things up a bit. That was an awful dynamic, and I regret getting you roped into my problems like that.
But, you’re a wonderful human being. You really are. I love spending time with you, and talking to you, and just having our ridiculous little adventures. Like that time we went to that one band performance in the middle of the park. OMG, it was awesome.
Just know that I care for you, as well as about you. If you don’t want to do anything about this, I understand and won’t make a stink out of it. I value our friendship too much to cause drama.
Because of the situation I am currently in, I figured if I could ask someone a few questions and they answered truthfully, I could reflect on those and think about m situation in a brand new light. Since you are one of the only truly honest people out there, I will ask you. Do you have feelings for one of your friends that you feel you cannot have? Whether it be they are taken, or were taken, or you don't feel good enough? Any of those? What would you want to tell that person if that person exists? If there is a person like this, how do you feel when you see them in person?, when they are with their boyfriend/girlfriend (if taken)?
Man, I always wonder if this is someone I know, and if this somehow has something to do with someone being interested in me…
Yeah. There are a few people here and there. I have close lady friends that I’ve had an on-and-off history with, and it sometimes seems like we’re always interested in each other, but never willing to take the next step. It’s scary, it’s frustrating. Often, I don’t feel good enough, because I’ve never seen myself as all that attractive or appealing.
But, there’s a person out there that I’d love to spill my heart out to, and tell her how I feel about her. I think about her all the time, and I know she’s been on and off with a lot of other guys because a lot of guys are frankly shit.
But, every time I see her, my heart skips a little. Every time I hug her, I feel like there’s something more between us than meets the eye. It’s frustrating because I’m really bad at expressing that side of me.
Today’s challenge for myself: find out what the fuck is causing that horrible #whitespace on the right. Everything validates when running the code through the #css validator, and this problem wasn’t here last night. I’m stumped, time to go get some goddamned coffee.
I used to have the hugest crush on you back when we were both in high school (in our respective countries). I thought you were this amazing person who just...got me. And you still are. But you're different. I still love you...but not the way I think I could have if we had both made different decisions along the way to where we are now. I'll give you a dollar if you work out who I am. (An Australian dollar too, because they are shiny.) So my question is this: WHO AM I? (heh heh heh...)
I figure this must be Leesy. I crushed on you pretty hard, too. I was always kind of deep-down-secretly hoping that some day we’d somehow meet somewhere in the world, and see if we’d hit it off. But, regardless, you’re a good friend, and a wonderful girl, and I’m glad I know you. :)
And I think you’d be surprised at how I’ve actually come full circle as far as maturity could go. These last few years were pretty messed up for me, but I’m getting better.
Thank you for making my day, though. You’re lovely. :)
I can only assume as to whom this actually is, but let me say something- I wish the best for you. I really, really do. You’re a lovely, wonderful human being, and you deserve no less than the very best treatment.
Q: What's the most romantic date you've ever been on?
I can’t even remember. I don’t really do dates, or romance. I’d really like to, but I don’t even know how you’re supposed to do stuff on a romantic date. I think I’m too beautifully awkward for that sort of thing.